nor nasrieq naser

isnt that name cute??
this guy are very good in making me happy and feel appreciated.
he's the one.who can put a smile on my face.and wipe away all my tears.
i love him.

denying of my presence ?

THE LAST TIME,
i used to love u.i used to say i miss u before i went to sleep and i do meant it.i used to smile when i saw your name appeared on the phone for incoming call.i used to cry when u said u have to go off for a while as for your duty.i used to wait for your call before i decided to sleep.i used to send u a text saying good morning and with a =] on it.
ouh it was my fucking biggest mistake to get to know u at the first place.or i should say no rather than ohh yah sure why not.
NOW,
i wish i never know who u are.i wish i could let it go just like that.i wish there is no more resentment and anger in the hearts of me.i wish u already die before i finish typing this entry.
LATER,
i'll walk u in hell.
oh god.i hate this guy.seriously.

huh ?

its either u forget her or forget ME.

cilake besar punya

keciwa ..
sedeh ..
menanges ..
wuu ..
bodoh. tak yah nanges. lembik. cam lengkung . kat umah org kawen tu. tau tak?
hee. sooo ...
kite enjoyyyyy
lalalalalaalalalla

raya

raya brings a lot of meaning to me.
raya means..
kueh raya yg sgt sedap dan unik
baju raya yg sehelai dah cukop lah taon ni
duet raya yg agak lumayan taon ni
jalan raya yg of coz sesak every year
juadah raya yg memang sama setiap kali raya.ouhh sick of rendang when it comes to third day of raya
bunga raya?ehh tade kene mengena
hantu raya?hah taon ni ade sekor.nak tau name die??
fill in this holy f*** blanks..
a _ _ _ _ _ _i

hm.

u are the most caring person i have rite now.
..NOR NASRIEQ BIN MD NASER.
i love u bby~

fa qof kaf

6 september 2009
syahril lufti syamsul johar simon
..is NO MORE.
dude,thanx for being my bro for all this while.
i had enough.
here i go.
live my life with those people that i love as usual.
n not u.
thank u.

i deserved it

LOST.
ohh shit.
its not fair for you.but trust me i never thought this thing will go beyond the limit.
SORRY.
i felt...USELESS.

first august

harap2 there will be next first august for us.amin.
went out with my beloved friends today.tiring but we all enjoyed every single moment that we have.my lovely sis aza dpt jmpe her first rank skandle..abg laut yg sgt menjengkelkan itu.hish.jgn tanye kenape.haha.kete manual yg aku drive rosak.again.three times already.klau manual je msti problem when it comes to me.is it my driving skills sucks or the car having its own problem?hahah.luckily u ade my dear.kan kan.haha~

getting gooddddddddd

my life is getting good.
it is great and full with colours.so many colours.
ahha.
i love it.
and will go on loving it.
thanx to everyone of u who makes me feel this way.
i love u guys,friends.

FRIENDS are forever.

beauty is pain

last friday i went for the apoiment with my dentist. i was there to cabut gigi sahaje actualy.but then my doctor decided to straight away pasang the braces for my upper teeth.i was like,ouh okay go on la as long as i can see my beautiful teeth later.haha.there's another specialist who were conduct the cabut gigi event and another is for the braces things.the one for cabut is the new doctor. and i was told that he just arrived there that morning and this is his first place and i am his first patient.the way he talk make me feels like okay i'll be fine and i'm dealing with very good fresh graduate doctor...and then he did the bius injection on my gums.two times so double the pain.ouchh.i was holding my hand tightly and the nurse nearby noticed that my face was very pale and like i'm going to faint away.haha.she calm me down.and when the doctor started to pull my teeth..he move it to the right,to the left,right again and left...and...when he was about to pull it away with his greatest energy..crack!!there you go.my teeth was fractured!!not the whole teeth has came out.some of the pieces was still inside my gums.OMG!!so there was another doctor coming...and she told me i am going to have minor surgery that is to take off the remaining teeth inside my gums.shit!i just nodded and try to say..."okay".the operations went on and i remebered that i have to open my mouth that wide for about one and half hour for that process and also to attach the braces.on the way back home,in the car with my mom..i cried.hoho.lembik kan??nmpak je mcm tough.hahahahahahahaha
okay...i am pretty happy sbb later maybe gigi bole jadi okey sket..but then..the pain..it does killing me!!

general

monday to friday evening i'll be at my campus.
weekend i'll be at my home.
how good is that?haha~
starting new way of life is sometimes...great.
plus,i love to be where i am right now.and i enjoy what i'm doing now.
need to stay calm and focus.
huuuu~
jgn culture shock! haha.my mom is watching me.
wuuuuuuuuuu

happy

UTM??
worldclass la seh
haha~
siyes aku happy dok kat sini.
pheuuuuuu

ALHAMDULILAH

dapat tawaran sambung degree dkat UTM.kos?sains gunaan,fizik bahan.oke kot kos tu.ntah la.yg penting,dpt dekat dgn rumah.skudai je pon.20 mnt je dr rumah.haha!dekat dgn family..:)
lebih terjage la kot.cehh.perasaan?happy la.huuuuuu
i wish that i could do better in my study after this.i wont let my focus to be disrupted by any other things.cehh..bole ke?u think?well...i always can try..do my best.thats all.
weee~~

thanx!

u have brighten up my life back!
i feel like awaken from a long dream.
aha.
thanx dude.
mission : study.enjoy.

i should go..

entry kali ni...aku nak tulis dlm bahasa melayu...sbb emosi kali ni aku tak berape pandai nak express dlm english.huhu.erm..main point nye di sini is about diri sendiri dan cara aku.baru je tadi my dad kasi warning kat aku..pasal ape...aku rase aku tak ready lg utk share kat sini.tp sebagai seorang anak..aku rase salah aku tak sebegitu besar sampai aku kene hukuman mcm tu sekali.ceritanya mcm ni...aku start hilang arah bile someone tu tinggalkan aku.since die leaving,aku rase aku useless.result matriculation was that bad..and i'm losing my self confidence.aku dah tak tahu ape tu respect.aku rase aku da cukup besar utk buat ape saje yg aku suke...dan aku rase aku nak buat.aku tak pnah pikir soal family aku.and even now aku keje..aku dah mule rase...like i dont need all of u or should i say them.thats why aku decide utk say yes for broke up..aku nak sendiri...sbb pada aku,until now,nobody understand me.ape yg aku pikir sekarang,yg dalam pale otak aku skg ni..sume bende2 yg aku x patot pikirkan.and now i think i'm doing right.thank god for giving me this strength.kekuatan yg sgt luarbiasa sampai aku sanggup cakap mcm tu kat org yg sebenarnya paling aku sayang dlm hidup.
biarkan dia menangis.sbb aku pon menangis while typing this entry.
target skrg ialah keje utk cari duit utk sambung belaja utk jadi manusia berguna utk family satu hari nanti.dan utk diri sendiri.
time kaseh.

like i used to

love....i failed.but still,i managed to smile.i only 19.theres a lot things out there that need to be explored.so i guess this is only the beginning.i started my precious teenage time that was when i
only 18 with someone who i really love,care and wanted so much.but i let him down after we've been through a very complicated time for few months before we decided to drive our own way.i think i am the one who always initiate the anger,argue between us.because it was just seem not enough for me.haha.i dont know.its realy bothering when u are with someone who you wanted so much but at the same time you wanna freedom.but then i met this very kind,nice guy.his patience limit is outsanding.he is the only guy who able to keep it cool when everytime i start to do something that is not exactly....correct.means i did something wrong lah.but then,after 2 months,he cant.haha.my mistakes.again.i learnt so much from my past momory with him.i thought i was strong.but sometimes,i do recall about him...i think i miss him.haha!

love is dramatic

he finally found its hard for both of us.he said,we are now in our own way.i messed up last time.this time i did it again.i dont deserve love.because i dont know how to appreciate it.
thanks,for being such a great lover.its realy a waste to lose a nice guy like u.but i'm fine.i still have my family n friends.they always be there for me.stand right by my side.like u used to do before.
-THE END-

when u start comparing....

when u start comparing ur loved one with someone else....
damn.why is it so hard for a girl to let go someone in an easy way?obviously u dont even need that someone.
i swear to love u all alone.but this feeling keep on coming to me.and me...i keep on trying to avoid from being affected by it.maybe i should start to love someone who really love me.
try harder.forget him.trust the loved one.

get a job...got it!

aussino...have u heard of this brand?ya ya the one that sell fitted sheet and quilt cover...haha.u dont even understand what i write about do u.but some do know bout this.especialy those who care so much bout their bedroom decoration.until today,i've been working for exactly one week.and u see now the reason why its been a while i didnt send any new entry.this is why.work.i go to work.haha.actualy its not my intention to get a job.thanx to aryanny who asked me to went along with her together with amanda for the job hunting last week.and luck is besides me when i am the only one who managed to get the job.how good i am u see.haha.proud.i'm not thinking too much on the salary...i was just trying my best to fill up my holiday season with good and reasonable activities.cheh!the thing is i just want to escape from my mother at home.heh.it was really bored to do the same thing everyday when u are at home.spending time at home is not an outstanding activity.and when i go to work,i learn new things everyday.i meet new people everyday.i gain experiences which is i think are very useful as to be part of my growing process as a teenager.but the most beautiful part of getting a job is...i can spend my salary on shoping later.yeah!!!!

everyday is a boring day for me

this new entry is sooooo boring.
as boring as i am.
i'm not a boring person.
but i feel BORED everyday.
getting a job?job already hates me.hehe.
shoping?running out of money.huheee
sleep.yeah.it has make up half of my day.gile.

thanx a lot !!

we went to jusco tebrau this evening.me and wawa.wawa is my bestest buddy together with myra n dayah.love them damn much.we had a big supper at kfc.heheh.shoping!!yeay!!.wawa bought me a cardigan.choc+yellow.i just love the combination of the colours.huhee.thanx a lot!going to where dat on my next date with mr. red.he would probably love it.hope so.huhee.
mish my mr. red so much...

when the end is always the end

CHANCES.should we seek for it?and when it comes,should we simply grab it?what if you deny it?what will happen?is it what we call wasting?what do u think will the person who gave u the chance feels?after u did nothing more than saying,"its ok.we better off this way".she will be okay and live on her life as usual.as before.is that what u expected?well,u were certainly got wrong.she is now not more than a loser.think about the promises that u made together with her.she is not that strong.she needs u.she always was and always will love u.
THINK PROPERLY !

first few words..

i'm done with matriculation just yesterday.bye everyone.gonna miss my girls so damn that much.fellows shila,shark,aloy,bella,dibah...u guys are always the queens of my heart.we did cried,hugging...laugh that loud!...n then cried again.sweet memory definitely.shark told me that she loves me so much.hahahaha!!i mean...what do u expected?she's my best friend since i was there.matriculation college of negeri sembilan...well,the sweet thing about being there is of coz to have so many gorgeous girlfrens and also the boys..they did not dissapoint us.haha.i mean the looks.some came up with good looks and attitude.but some is the other way around.come on.u must have good attitude to impress girls..huhee.and and..the lecturers are awesome.not all...i love physics so same goes to my physics lecturer.i did not say that i dont like my math,chemistry and english lecturers okey....they are good too.definitely.some more...the foods...the way they cook the food make me sick of it sometime..but we dont have choice though.we have to eat to make the brain fuctions well.hehe.one year there was like having a very tough experience.i explored a lot.if u want success u have to make a move.n i think i did not make it that well.no turning back is it?ya..ya.its ok.unless i repeat.but theres no way i go for repeat.repeaters will be titled as...repeaters la..which is for me...some kind of embarrassment.pray for my good result is all i can do now i guess.so that i can go for my degree on this very becoming july.i wish i could get the place in higher educatication institution.
now as i'm having my break,i will catch up with my blog.i never get into this blogging thing before since i was very busy,so this is my first attempt.huhee....sory...its not realy 'few words'.is it?