like i used to

love....i failed.but still,i managed to smile.i only 19.theres a lot things out there that need to be explored.so i guess this is only the beginning.i started my precious teenage time that was when i
only 18 with someone who i really love,care and wanted so much.but i let him down after we've been through a very complicated time for few months before we decided to drive our own way.i think i am the one who always initiate the anger,argue between us.because it was just seem not enough for me.haha.i dont know.its realy bothering when u are with someone who you wanted so much but at the same time you wanna freedom.but then i met this very kind,nice guy.his patience limit is outsanding.he is the only guy who able to keep it cool when everytime i start to do something that is not exactly....correct.means i did something wrong lah.but then,after 2 months,he cant.haha.my mistakes.again.i learnt so much from my past momory with him.i thought i was strong.but sometimes,i do recall about him...i think i miss him.haha!